CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 32

DAY 32
The world I have come to know and recognize as being out there is my own manifestation. God Mind had nothing to do with it’s seeming existence. I am beginning to grasp the Law of Karma, of cause and effect, that what I sow, I will reap. I can’t be at the mercy of the world that appears to be outside of me, because it is a manifestation of my own subconscious, subterranean thought vibrations that are dense and tamasic (darkening).

 

I must want to escape in the world I perceive, to hide from the Father-Mother, to experience the delusion of duality, of opposites, or extremes, because I keep seeming to have experiences there instead of in Paradise Oneness where I still reside, though I am unaware of the True Presence of being there. The world is the effect of my ego-rebellion against the Father-Mother Awareness. It is an individual, self-created hell that seems to be filled with pain, suffering, dissatisfaction, destruction, sickness, and disappointment. These things, these struggles of what I call everyday life can be transcended through Divine Realization of my Christed Nature. To see that I am the Atman Self at One with the Infinite Manifestation of Spirit or Brahman, the Father-Mother Beingness.
I am responsible for what I see, hear, and experience out in this wilderness desert where mirages of the split mind come to play out dramas, comedies, tragedies, transient romances, and horror films in my head. Because of the first split introduced by the separate mind, that of consciousness, there appears to be a subject-object relationship operating in what shows up as an outside world. Instead of Primordial Oneness there is the little me, the perceiver and what I perceive or project outwards. I want a whole new way of seeing. Christed Vision is my goal today. To look upon a world and forgive it and let it’s seemingly dense veil disappear and dissolve into the One Light of Love that created me and gave me the very creative ability that allows me to manifest a universe that is not there and thus is not real. This classroom called earth-school is only temporary and will pass away. It can only decay and decompose. It will dissolve into the nothingness from which it came.

 
It is my choice what I will experience. Primal Paradise Oneness or being stuck in the matrix of the ego-ahamkar image manufacturer. I can give birth at any given moment. To perceptions of the ego-ahamkar or to True Sight of Christ Vision. I choose what I will see and from which mind I will see through. Ego-ahamkar or Kundalini Desire Energy, the metaphysical Holy Spirit that can be resurrected and rise, instead of fall into matter, like the ego does as it moves further and further outward away from the Divine Allness.

 

I will sit and contemplate on today’s reflection and statement of truth for two sittings, three to five minutes at a time. If I can remain in stillness or have Radical Right Perception of Samadhi Oneness, I will remain in such a state for longer than five minutes. Communion with God is my ultimate goal, while the second is recognition of today’s idea of major importance, that I wrote the script that produces what my ego-ahamkar calls ‘my’ life. Recognizing that I author everything I experience or see with the body’s eyes, is an important step on this journey of awakening towards final liberation in moksha.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 22

DAY 22

The images and thoughts of which I interpret to mean something with a negatively charged vibration are really an assault on the little self I call ‘me’. When I identify with an individual, separate, different from others self, I perceive and interpret the world to be an attack on my egoic (ahamkar) false-self. I am not an individual self. I am part of One Whole Unified Field of Love and Light.

 

When I believe I am an individual personality self instead of the Son/Daughter of God, the True Self Christ and Atman, I am assaulting myself with unconscious fragments and slivers of false thought. When I deny assault in my individual mind, I use the egoic film projector to create and interpret that very assault as coming from an outside world, disowning it. My response is to enshroud myself in a bubble of protection from that world and attack and assault it, my brothers and sisters in spirit, and all of which I seem to perceive. I get caught in the vicious cycle of the egoic-ahamkar manifestation of drama comprised of conflict, where I seem to see assault and attack and then feel the intense need to counter attack. This will continue to happen until I liberate my mind through Jnana Yogic discrimination. Using the buddhi-intellect, I deny the manas-sense-mind from taking control of what I interpret to be a hostile reality, that in truth is an illusion. I must and can escape from my ingrained perceptual hoax, the carnal, savage movie I out-picture as a world filmstrip, with attached sound, tainted light beams, moving images, a script, sets, props, tragedies and comedies at the expense of truth, and actors and actresses, who I think are making independent choices, when in reality I am making them up from the one ahamkar-ego that is appearing as a multiplicity of egos.

 

The dance of illusions known as maya, the hypnosis, is something I seemed to make, trying to hide from and rebel against the very God Mind I thought was out to seek vengeance on me, trying to convince myself that I am unlovable and the Divine, Supreme, Indestructible Spirit Mind, Brahman, Father-Mother is out to punish me for something I thought I did, which never happened. What I fear I want to assault and kill. What I fear is a call for Love. What I fear does not exist. Only Love makes up the fabric of what is Truly Real. I am unaware of what I do at many times while on this earth stage living out a script that has an ending, when in Reality, the True Self, Christ Self, could never end. It is eternal and immortal. I cannot perish. Not ever.

 

Today I will change my thoughts to change the world I see. For a minimum of five times this day, I will gaze at the world I have surrounded myself with for a minute. Moving my eyes from one object to other ones, or from one physical, dense body to another, I will verbally say:

 

“What I see has an ending and will perish, so it has no reality. I am just perceiving a form of thought assault on myself.”

 

Following each practice period, I should contemplate whether or not this is what I want to perceive. I must be convicted in knowing the answer to this, that no, I would not.

 

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

 

TURNING POINTS & TRANSFORMATIONS: THE REALITY OF WHO, WHAT, AND WHERE YOU ARE

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Reflect on the nature of your Real Presence, Essence, and Being while considering teachings of A Course In Miracles about what the Real World is and where you think you are.

According to A Course in Miracles, your Real Identity is Christ and you are One with God. That is who you are. Other traditions might call your True Nature, The Atman, The Self, The Higher Self, The Buddha Nature, or the Inner Guru. Explore ideas surrounding what is the Real World versus what is considered to be illusion and mere appearances seeming to exist as form. You are here for a short time, are stuck in cycles of death and rebirth, but have never truly left your True Home in the Paradise State of Awareness known as Heaven.

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 15

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

DAY 15
My thoughts are energy and information that when given belief appear to take form. The film strip running through the projector of the split-egoic-ahamkar mind is projected out onto the screen of what appears to be a world of dancing macabre images. This is far from Radical Right Perception. When I make images, I am seeing a dream movie of subjective, relative thought with actor and actress ego consciousness that become bodies and seem to incarnate. My ego tries to direct the movie of image making out of its fractured matrix film projector and manipulate what it calls ‘real’. Only Radical Right Perception is Real. When I begin to see light surrounding objects, Radical Right Perception is at work, and my shared Christ Mind beam of light from the film projector of God Mind that creates rather than makes is being accessed. At this stage in the yogic discrimination process between the ego-director and God-Mind at one with Christ Mind Director/Producer, I am still dismantling the dream world, the dance of illusion images that appear “out there” in the wilderness desert. These are important, but small steps that my True Self is taking.

 

As I begin to have episodes of light, I shall not fear them for they are signs of awakening to the Truth that I am One with the one beam of God light emanating from the only Real Allness Source, the True blockbuster film producing the Reality-Truth Continuum. I must take this necessary step towards final moksha liberation. When I am in yoga-union with God, I will see truly in Radical Right Perception the light transmissions of bliss and peace waves. My Divinity Source, Brahman, the Dao, Wuij Supreme in at-one-ment with my Christ Self or Atman will now color my perceptions of what I think I see with beautiful golden-white light. I will now merely say to myself, this or that object that I appear to see is an image that I have made, but not created in conjunction with Radical Right Perception. I am waking up from maya hypnosis and detaching from dualistic thinking. Divinity did not create the images that I have made, but God Mind creates and emanates the one light beam from the True Quantum and Unified Field from which all Real Life comes and exists in the causal ideational and astral-energetic realms. It is time to dissolve the dance macabre of sleep-induced image making. I will turn my ego-projector off and allow Brahman-Father-Mother to creatively communicate His/Her One Eternal Motion Picture through the apparatus of my Christ Mind. Aum. Let me see the One Light piercing through the veil of the prakriti image circus I have projected out from the Split-Ego-Hollywood-like Mind.

 

CHRIST REALIZATION YOGA – DAY 14

(Inspired by but not limited to A Course in Miracles Teachings (1st Edition), Mind Science, New Thought, Metaphysics, Yogic Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Eastern Thought, and writings by Paramahansa Yogananda)

DAY 14

A meaningless world is impossible. This is due to the fact that the world I see, God did not create. God created the infinite potentiality of thought, light, and energy. Our source is the First Cause.

 

The original split from Primordial Oneness Awareness with the Divine led to the out-picturing of what appears to be dense and very real. We bring form into being through projection of images and mirages we make with the collective split-mind fragment contained within the chamber of the ego. What God created, Infinite Paradise, untainted and not subject to laws of death, decay, and entropy – is eternal. So, again, I can say that the world I see is not real but appears and feels real in mayaic-subjectivity, the multiplicity of forms projected from the collective mass ego (ahamkar) consciousness known as son of man consciousness. It is Son of God Christ Mind forever in union with God Mind that is Primal and Real. The Divine Source, Brahman-Father-Mother, did not create the horrors of the world such as tragedies and war and cancer and heart attacks. Separation-delusion did, the fabricated space-time mis-perception, the mere dream-nightmare we must wake from.